#147

Well break is over, back to work.
I didn't get to hang out with folks too much over break seeing as no one from home called besides Jenna, and I couldn't go out that day and I didn't have a car.
I did go to my aunt's baby shower. They had good stuffed shells.
On Sunday my mom and sister went to go see Happy Feet, but I didn't want to go, I wasn't feeling movieish.
Speaking of Happy Feet, when I was at Toys R Us, I found a giant huggable penguin from the movie. It was super soft and snuggly.

Other than that not too much happened over break. I watched two movies and some TV and got a bit of studying done. I wish it were longer. It just gave me enough time to realize that finals are 2 weeks away. That went fast. I am kind of ready for new classes though.

I want to look forward to winter break but when I know I am going to have to work at least a 40 hour week or my mom will kill me. it depresses me. I just want to stop for a minute. This is just too much of things I don't like. I need some me time but its never going to happen. I have been either working or working while in school or in a summer program since sophomore year in HS. I just want a break for like a month. Its wearing me into the ground. I am not looking forward to getting a job because then I know I won't ever get a break again. Its just frustrating because there is no end in sight. It makes me want to cry.